microscoping details..

i was so glad i picked up and re-read one of my books last night agn! it kept me ponderin thru the above title and unecessary things at bay..

anyways, the overworked me left boutique at a stunning time of 12:15am. cabbed home thereafter, and chatted w tinklegirl over the phone to relieve stress.. haha! shes like one of the most innocent girl i know in shu. motive-free de. kinda reminds me of her good fren, ivy as well. :)

there, meet tinkle!

rah. im not complainin.. im jus wonderin if you ever bother to question what happens when ppl are leavin you one by one.. but that aside, ah li had yet to share w me the good news. but whatever it may be, im glad that unhappy issues could be resolved, and that sorry, im still leaving..

cant really bear to leave this bunch of shu babes, the trainings, and most imptly the brand..

better enjoy all i can while im still w the brand! i cant be bothered w ah ch**** anymore. i cant let ppl like her make my days unhappy just like that!! kazumi can do it w God's grace and be provided w all she needs!

the greatest competitor is really nobody, but yourself. ganbatte.

and oh if you haven seen it, its me w SHORT hair! :D will try to post prettier pics if there is.. cos i dun think i look that photogenic w short hair.. had this haircut 2 weeks back, still tryin to get used to it..  

me w ame dear :)
 
bong. dun understand why im still up at this wee hour. i better be turnin in now. weee, coming tues is my offday! :D

cant wait. cant wait for you to be away also! hahahaha.

in mad love w asano san. lol. will update more abt why! he's my another inspirational icon!!

p/s: maz and all brought their shu gongs for him to sign on leh. i wish i could bring my shu makeup box to him toooo. but he's headin back for japan today le lahhh. sigh.

zumi is down w flu virus!
H1N1?
hm.. its a 50% possibility that it is.
be it yes or not, i dun think it matters.
since its symptoms are all v similar.

H1N1 has a name for itself,
and branding of its own, thats all.
haa ya branding lah!
if not everyone knows of a flu virus jus like *snap* that meh.

i often think fallin ill could only mean one thing:
that God's tellin me to rest..

frankly speaking, i thought this was the most improper time to fall ill..
to have been kept so busy w the settin up of the boutique bfore its official openin,
and yet couldnt report for work since it first started..
i dont have to explain what kinda feelin that is, do i?

friends could have sensed how much i was anticipatin it.

-pause-

isnt life like that?
you need to lose smthg, to learn smthg.
i suppose im the one who has been takin my health for granted all the time.
i forgot that i am but a keeper of what God has given me..
just a keeper, a caretaker, a watchperson.

not an owner.

Lord, pls grant me wisdom to be that responsible caretaker of my life*


***
and weeks back i remember promisin qi on this..

dear friends who love online shoppin..
pls visit http://flux-in.livejournal.com
really nice and affordable clothes for grabs!

zumi's friends get additional discounts too. :)

***
meanwhile im jus hopin for a speedy recovery. :(

..am wakin up in my own perspiration after every slp
..hate that medicinal bitter taste that lingers in my mouth
..and the sensation to regurgitate everytime i see medicine;
argh eww. 

thats phobia.

its been long since i last posted a decent entry.
as in somethin happier and not those %^&I# rubbishy thoughts.

not that they've been overcome!
but i just need time.
ridiculous torment, really.

ok nonsense aside.

lemme blog about shu's upcoming craze!
(for this could be the last time bloggin abt such! uh huh.)

welcome to the world of tokyo kamon girls!
BY moyoco anno.
- famous japanese anime artist/ beauty expert/ shu uemura cleansing oil lover.

can faint pls! its damn chio!




*training kakis! all holdin on to fav HPCO! :D
classic has always been my fav lah! and it has the nicest color combi ever!

sidetrack- thats angeline's facechart at the background!
my trainer actual submitted 20+ of our work over to japan.
this is a yearly internal competition amongst beauty stylists worldwide..
and dear angeline received the international awards from japan!! damn cool.
it was the first time someone from sg team got it!
so proud of her can. plus she got the $760 makeup box w mr uchide's signature!
plus the latest premium fake lash too!


ah anyways, it was a happy day.
all of us were happy and felt honoured being part of the team.
at least thats how i felt. :)

*tadah. the 5 limited edition tokyo karmon girl cleansing oil!
each holdin our personal fav.

this post is yuck.
im in a whirl of emotions and i jus cant figure where to start.

i kept wantin to ask what was i to you,
but realised i couldnt cos i was in no postion to.
for if you asked me what you were to me..
i'd be dumbfounded.

you were unfair to me,
but neither was i fair to you as well.

im tired of thinkin whats on your mind everytime..
this wasnt what i was called to do.

i wished God could activate this special remote to control me..

..to stop thinkin abt what i shldnt think.
..to start doin what i hvnt do.
..to flee from what keeps me away from God but hvnt fled.

im sorry..

hee. offdays are love.
spent money again..
even tho i was jus "shoppin" ard in my neighbourhood.

NTUC, homeofjapan, watsons.
$50 gone. :(

tsk.. some were necessities,
others were.. small lil extra stuff that makes me smile. :)




the tissue box is soooo CUTE!!!
hehehe mini zoo! ^^

i always enjoy groceryshopping and homeware shopping..
and i love it most when my things are properly organised and neat.
(tho i fail badly to keepin up w tidiness sometimes.)
rah, whatever. :(
at least im tryin..

usually, i put my daily makeup necessities on the dressin table like that,
like takin out those pdts that i most often use.
so i wont spend time open and closin many different small drawers on madrush mornings.


it shld be like that, every mornin. 
but on days when you are really gettin late..
it'll become like this!
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hahaha. horrendous!
where all other stuff are also taken out from the rest of the drawers!
can faint right.

only when i come home from work,
i'll tidy them up agn.
so i was thinkin if there's smthg else i could do.
like placin a nice cloth or mini mat,
so everythin can look asthetically more pleasin..

couldnt find what i wanted,
so i changed my mind and got a tray instead!
fyi, we use trays to showcase the pdts we're gonna use to customers too!



gee. looks neater right.
can fit in my kawaii tissue somemore lo!
(p/s: the depsea water is jus there for show.)
hahaha.
but i really love usin depsea water, thats why. :)

so, here i am bloggin abt my lazy offday. hee.



and oh, i'll end off w a happy pic!
taken durin ma dad's birthday..
hahaha.
i told him we'll smile like the happiest humans on earth.
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hahaha. i dont understand why he always look bogeh whenever he smiles for photos.
but its cute lo.
love daddy. :)

someone suggested that i shld start a log of thanksgivings to God.
and i really ought to start it today..
or maybe i'll go hunt for a pretty diary tmr. hee. :D

i popped by SIM last fri w samuel and weiliang;
well, i thought that it was a blast.
reason being, i've never had such gd company to open houses.
weiliang asked and gave constructive comments..
that were really really helpful.
awfully thankful for that. :)

im most prolly gonna sign up for jan's intake.
still prayin abt it..

there are issues on my mind that i often wished for instant solution;
but like what betrand shared last sunday..
since God is all-knowing, all-powerful, righteous and good;
would He withold any good thing from you?

waiting is always the hardest part;
i guess i jus need a switch of focus until God's time is up.

annual church retreat is comin in june.
and company's havin some compulsory event on 4th jun!
i would be devastated if im really gonna miss retreat this time round!!
no pls, noooo. x(
the thought of knowin i MAY NOT be able to go for it really saddens me.

but its just a MAY NOT right.
theres still possibility that God's openin a way for me.

so on a lighter note..
can i disclose a secret??

shu's launchin the BEST eyeliner ever.
trust trust!

hahaha. random but..
trust me. ;)

p/s: do ppl still read blogs? haha..

gosh.
i cant stop tellin maself how fast time has been tickin by.

FAST right.
its november alr man!
and its WOOHOOO christmas nex mth.

yup christmas, 
the best time of every yr, in ma opinion.

not the presents,
santa claus,
parties,
reunions.

but the rememberance of...
the gift of salvation!

many ppl celebrate christmas,
but ever pondered what this day is abt?

its just very strange seein ppl celebratin christmas,
like how they think it shld,
without knowin its true meanin.

just a food for thought.

**

life's... peaceful.
i have like 7 more dongdong days to nex off day. :(

shu's new mika collection IS very cool. :D
but quite sian,
its all nett price.

*latest training;


to think i wanted to get that ltd edition RED makeupbox.
but its like $480 lahhhhh.

maybe i shld jus save up to get the $760 box.
that would be my first makeupbox EVER.
woooo.

i really think shu uemura is a very professional brand.
shu's artsy and sophisticated brand spirit is really amazing.
truely the very japanese way of art; meticulosity.

wahaha.
imma shu-fanatic. :)

nvm if you keep sayin how siao am i to want a brush that cost $420.
it takes a potential-pro (me!) to know a professional brand!
may not be v pro yet,
but at least im inspired!! :P

i think i'll prolly cry if i really were to own a kolinsky15.
lol. that $420 eyeshadow brush.
well, but im not that ambitious..
that special brush10 was alr a surprise! :D

more brushes to come by, surely.
i must kinda motivate maself to get a complete set of good tools before i leave shu. 

anyhow! photo time!!

*the vivo team; frm aug-oct 08.
su's super gorgeous can.


*joyceeeeeeee. =)


friends frm other brands cant stop tellin us how much we look like sisters.
haha.. do we?
but its a fact that we share quite a few similar traits.

heheee.
anw angel and i were so glad we've completed our 8 lessons of elementary jap!

*after our exam on monday..
quitee a breeze for us. :D




icecream, one of our best friends. lol.


hereby endin w a kawaii creation..


hahaha. the colourful cupcakes we had for mikalovesshu trainin.
cheery colours!
super love. :)